Dear Die-ary...

still not feeling it, im just feeling meh about art n i cant even doodle or have many ideas to draw atm soo rip me i guess
might actually learn html? idk just wanting to do something creative but nothing is working ://

ngl not feeling it today. just feel so shitty n still got that cold from yesterday. i finished that application but ngl i think itll be my last for teaching and art jobs. im just not feeling like my career is meant to be rn and hope work hurry up with the hours and hopefully i have a contract increase since i cannot work on 12 hours for much longer. ill never move out.
im thinking of scrapping my degrees and going semi full time in retail, hopefully lush since i can do that job pretty easy but also semi regretting quitting cex?? like i know i hated my boss but i should of asked to move to boro and went higher in the retail. idk feel like im better at that than art anyway

hihihihi finally got round to making a dairy native to neocities. how cool? lets see how long this lasts :P
not much is happening with me atm, i guess im doing alright? currently getting bummed by the pollen despite never struggling with hayfever before but hey ho. filled out about 95% of an application form for a job?? i really want it since its like a small teaching job at a uni, 14 hours a week n all. itll be the 5th time i apply there yippee.
ive been playing fields of mistria recently and ive never gotten a game in early access before but is is so good omg. :3